Anxious about life, anxious about running. Just anxious. Why is my mind like this?

Felt great tonight, but as soon as I started running...eh. It was all guys tonight + Jenny, a new girl that is friends with H & a great runner. F said that I ran very steady, which is not a usual move for me...whatever that means.

Either way, I feel a little stagnant. But not in such a controlled way.

Distance: 5.35 miles
State of Mind: So much energy, but why can't I convert it?